Methods of getting high

Well, it's day two and I'm back!

Just in case you don't have first hand knowledge of drug addicts and their behaviors I'm gonna clue you in on a lil' secret.... Addicts are NOT very reliable. So the fact that I have posted something two days in a row... WOW! J/K! Actually, for an addict I am pretty responsible, reliable, and believe it or not trust worthy. That is extremely rare to find in a drug addict... some drugs make being responsible, reliable and trust worthy EXTREMELY difficult, if not IMPOSSIBLE and Meth is one of those drugs. A meth addict will steal something from you and then spend the next two hours helping you look for the item that they stole. Seriously this is not an exaggeration. Don't get me wrong... not ALL meth addicts are like that but someone on a good run and completely spun... yeah, it happens all the time.

Anyway... I'm a lil high right now. I smoked some when I first woke up and I just smoked a little bit more about 10 min. ago. In case anyone was wondering... Smoking is my method of choice. I have tried snorting, eating and slamming it. My sinuses/allergies are horrible so snorting it would just contribute to the suffering I already endure. I used to eat it (the first two years of my addiction because I was too retarded to figure out how to smoke it and get a GOOD hit... which is so NOT the problem now). I have also slammed it which probably has the biggest stigma associated with it. I have tried it BUT I have never and will never be able to hit myself and if you can't hit yourself, then you probably shouldn't be doing it. The high is a good one I must admit BUT... I think for me personally its a combo of the anxiety of the "shot" aspect of it and the dope going directly into your bloodstream. WOW! It is a different high, actually I personally think the high is different no matter how you do it. Eating it was a really good high for me and the lack of paraphernalia was a bonus. I used to take antibiotic capsules and empty them out, fill it with meth and no one was the wiser, you could take it at work, at a restaurant... where ever you wanted. It also made a good excuse if you weren't able to get anything before you had to go to work, my boyfriend would hook up while I was at work and then fill some in a capsule and bring it to me at work saying I forgot my medication. I think now the actual smoking part is part of the addiction because even though I liked the high of eating it, I just don't do it anymore.

Anyway, I am going to start dinner and throw some laundry in the washer. I may write more later.TOODLES